ahh day 2

well the goal continues...

today was another good day. boys got up for school and out the door with no major melt downs and on time!
zane and i stayed home all day.. neither of us were feeling very well so we hung out watchin tv and working on pre-k stuff that i have for him.
noah had a good day too. hes getting so big! he was laughing and talking up a storm :o)

tonight my friend hiedi and her son came over for a quick visit. i havent seen here in so long.. well since zane was tiny lol. we are going to try and have a girls night tomorrow night.

i am picking everyone up from school early tomorrow to take them to the fair with my mom. we are hoping my sister and chase can meet us there. it should be fun. i am looking forward to the barns and the food. the boys of course are looking forward to the rides.... hope i dont have to go on any with them!!!

I think i decided today that instead of buying a house i am going to try to rent for another year (in a bigger place than this one) and build up my credit so i know i get the house i want and not have to settle.

spoke with my spiritual advisor tonight and i have alot of changes coming up. apparently i will be in the public eye alot through the end of the year and maybe beyond. i know some of you may not believe in this and thats ok.... but she told me kyle wants me to go public with all the financial issues that the surviving families are having. and to stand up for those who may not stand up for them selves. she also gave me some insight into why i felt the way i did when i left OK and it sounds like i left just in the nick of time before some shit hit the you know what. and could have got ugly.

i am excited right now because i have a friend coming to visit me in a few weeks. i cant wait to show him around so he can see what its like here in the NW! and then hopefully after a few weeks i can go down and visit OK! i didnt think i missed everyone so much but holy crap its been a tough week without them!

well its now 0100 and i am going to bed. good night